My focused work, the things I'm passionate about and find great pleasure in often take me down paths that can be both stunningly beautiful and or terrifying & dark. That's the balance between darkness and the light of this planet. My loved ones often ask me how I can handle horror flicks whenever I happily choose a great Rob Zombie, psychopathic, or demonic flick without hesitation. "How do you not find yourself petrified, completely traumatized, or scarred for life?" I suppose I was designed this way. Psychology and human behavior are fascinating to me, they always have been. Understanding and or just observing the how and why behind things and people have always interested me. Not to mention, I've gone through some pretty deranged and evil experiences in my lifetime which make understanding them a little easier to digest. Primarily, I believe it comes from an understanding that light and dark flow infinitely through and around each other organically by design. That and knowing that by avoiding, ignoring, or pretending these two forces don't dynamically exist only creates more vulnerability and fear. The existence of good vs. evil, light vs. dark is the balance of life as we know it. They have always existed, and they always will, that is creation.
I grew up in the Rocky Mountains, a beautiful forest. I played among the trees, rocks, and with the creatures that exist deep within this dense landscape. I loved it, whether during the day or during the darkest of nights. I have never feared the land or those things that go bump in the night. While some children snuck out of windows in the city or suburbs, we little ones ran through dark forests, playing beneath the light of the moon. I have always been protected and provided for by things and beings much bigger and wiser than myself. Things that often exist beyond sight and sound, those beings that cannot always be seen or explained; our ancestors, angels, creation and anything else people believe in. However, my intuition has always been sharp even as a child and I deeply respect what is provided to me in the form of wisdom and messages. I do not ever press the limits or disrespect the information I am provided with, ever. I always know when to bow out, walk away, or to shift gears to prevent unnecessary damage, injury, and when it's necessary to protect, and or to defend myself and others. This insight is a divine gift that I am always grateful for having been given.
As I enjoy my 46th, moving into 47th, rotation around our great & powerful sun, I embrace new beginnings and education to further my highest purpose in life while continuously evolving as an intelligent body, mind and soul. This year, I have begun the process of seriously grounding into land, people, and the connections that align all of us in more meaningful ways while continuing to grow as an individual myself. As a steward and protector of Mother Earth and those who cannot or will not speak for themselves, I am committed to the service of others. That is my design, how I was created.
As we coexist on earth, while we work to sustain relations between everything that thrives upon and within this mysterious planet, I continue to listen, and to learn. As I dive into many new territories, my studies into things that I am both familiar and unfamiliar with have already begun. "Be not afraid as you walk the land and hold others in your heart. Be wise and respectful in all that you do. Listen to the whispers that come to you and always pay close attention to both the light and the darkness that surrounds you. They speak loudly."
***WARNING: DO NOT WATCH THE FOLLOWING VIDEO IF YOU ARE EASILY SPOOKED, IF YOU FEAR THE DARK OR THOSE UNKNOWN ENTITIES THAT EXIST AMONG US. THIS IS VERY REAL. IF YOU HAVE NEVER ENCOUNTERED THESE THINGS OR EVER EXPERIENCED ANYTHING SIMILAR, THESE STORIES COULD BE VERY DISTURBING AND MAY CAUSE ANXIETY, NIGHTMARES OR OTHER FEAR RELATED RESPONSES.